Haven been updating.... i know.. But sad to sad today i am not blogging but pouring all my sorrow & saddness... haha hopes no one read it cause i have not been updating hehe...

Beening damn stress and lost lately...

Stress..

Common test are coming and i donno wat the hell the lectures are muttering abt.. ZzZz..

On top of that excellent me have miss a week of lesson...

For??

Pre-u... But i did so called enjoyed abit..Tot it will also be stressful as my boss depicts his last year experience... PhEw lucky it was not.. :)

Donno y people around me is not mixing well.. no idea too..

Or maybe i do but didnt sae out...

haizZz...

I felt so tired ...

TO keep this and that via not hurting anyside of the parties....

But in the end i got hurt the most..

What can i do???

I got to sae its life....

Everyone is busy and stress too.....

Thus that means no entertainment 4 me.... I know they(some Exco) tried....and i glad...

i have 5 papers to go and none of them seems to be confident to me....

DId i neglate my studies recently??

Questions are been asked and i got no answer...

I can only replied to those caring lecture that i will try...

EMO EMO EMO.....

But who knows..

Got to keep it and smile to continue....

NOt to affect others and all my Exco and

especially my boss(He will be more EMO that me which fears me haha)....

SEG Camp is round the corner and infact it will juz be 30 mins away from my last paper on fridae... which means i dont get to go home and book into the camp immediatly... hectic yeah...

Not that is the process... Got an position of CO and which mean 2nd in-charge..

But the truth is always .... i have been carrying all to myself...ZZzzZzz...

Feeling so tired and heavy....

i tot things will change as one dae he came up to me and sae "ANything for me anot??? u like have been doing all urself..."

i was stunned...

I am not trying to sae that i am great or wat by typing this but i am really so tired...

all things are not smooth.. Datelines have been sad and works are not sending in to me... i have to push , chase, threaten to get it....

Even i get it things also jam up.... Mistake are made and i actually in the beginning knew i got to double confirm but failed to as he sae i dont believe him.So i dropped the idea..

HOWEVER!!

I regretted and it prove me wrong for my silliness...

He did had an important job and he did not even feel remosful for it..

i was trying my best to unscrew wat he had screwed up..

& my poor boss have reach a limit of screaming and i hope it is not me....

Trying my best to get his ass save but he is not appriciative.. i was like WTF!!!

i squeeze all my brain juice to save the situation and finally i found one..

Trying to tell him my solution althought it is not the best but at least sth which is better than the situation now.. He simply nodded & ignore the things i am saying and contiune wif him WOrk!!!

I was Like damn it...

RARARA!!!!!!!

Thus i sms my boss.. he did not reply think he fell asleep or avioding me and my maybe useless idea???

haha.... Donno la!!!

Feel damn lousy..

Who can Save me...

How long can i persist on this...

Feeling sick and my headache and handaches are KILLING me!!!

Thats y i am damn freaking EMO bah....

Donno... WHatever it is i got no right to complain...

Think it is all my fault..

I not only get Someone into trouble and risking his good result, adding load to him...

I also get mine too...

I am feel real sorry and i mean it....

Sorry For All the Inconvience i have brought to you...

I am Sorry..

Hope it help...

kaster-
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