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2008 has ended…

It’s Reminiscing Time for Kaster Tan in the year of 2008!!

I can conclude that it is a roller coaster year with ups and downs..

I have grown and learnt a lot in this eventful year!!

It’s time to start whining my happiness, joys, sorrows, agony, disappointment and many more..

Summary of what I have done in 2008…

I had my first event which re-written my poly-life - Open House 2008
090108-110108

I entered SEG club and knew a whole bunch of people who had become a big family of 11 ppl :)

Involved in Join Admission Exercise (JAE)

Successfully get into the Microsoft Student Partnership (MSP) 030408

Orientation 2008- 12 people with 70 OGL to run a orientation record breaking… 080408-110408

Celebrated jimmy’s Birthday in the club room while we are having duty :) 110408

Crappy school started where friend started to change… 140408

Celebrated Nam’s Birthday – He cried and I was touched 180408

ISG Event held by jimmy by sport club 140508-210508

Robo NYP discussion started but was not an success 280408-050508

SEG Orientation Retreat at Souel Garden 100508

Went Pre-University Seminar 2008 at NTU for 5 days in SG 15 gain and saw a lot!
260508-300508

Celebrated Jiayi’s Birthday in club room… 160608

Celebrated Hanwei’s 21th birthday at his house party 230608

Hell common test week which a lot of frustration and attitude thrown me which I hardly had time to study due to the upcoming camp..Result was bad :( 230608-270608

SEG Leadership Camp that was in-charged by me and Oly happening right after my last paper (E-Commerce Fundamentals) also where Elites team was formed and was Chai’s 1st out-of-school event :D 270608-290608

Headed straight from the camp to sister’s 21th celebration 290608

First MSP event in NYP that I am involved… 090708

SEG Dialogue Session 2008 discussion was started which involved Ziyou, Chai and Me was not an success as there was too much session in that semester 070708-170708

Shooto was held which included 20 elites in this event got heatstroke ZzZ :( 100708

SEG BBQ which was held on my birthday… Celebrated ziyou and Mine birthday with whole bunch of SEG Club people which includes EXCO, Elites and classmates of Ziyou.. 200708

Celebrated Ziyou’s Birthday via exercising to hunt for all lecturer’s signature 210708

National Celebration Day 2008 which involved another 20 elites the team started to reduce strength 300708

Dad has his operation done (My dad was badly sick we have to rush up and down the hospital) 020808

I declined going Poly forum which created the hoo-ha… 080908-120908

Dreadful week for me as I didn’t not wanted to be in the top 3 list.. But I got a position on the 290808

My driving lesson officially started and my holiday was spend in school 010908-081108

I got my first at club room which I will never forget …081008

I was officially named as the 16th exco and holding –secretary of SEG Club, Vice-president of
SEG Club and A&R club president. I had a unforgettable day :( 101008

I was given a position in Student Union by this unknown person and I declined 121008

Left Singapore 111008

My life gloomiest period started I started to be a emoer and loner.. And school restarted 131008

Exco 1st gathering at Tanjong Pagar the 60 plates of sushi which everyone had a nightmare :D 221108

Things started to get brighter for me as I look away a lot but ponder a lot.. 201208

Flew to Hong Kong and promises to be back the me not that successful… 231208-271208

Countdown to New Year 2009 at my house with family and VIPSSS!!! 311208

WoW!! Praise me for my good memories :) Haha…

Tell you a secret it is my organizer that has such a great memories…

While typing all these process I laughed and sobbed..

It is of course one sentence to most of you to read but millions of emotion in each sentences..

People who closely be with me will be able to feel and know it…

There are millions of story to share… Right?

I myself knew I had changed a lot in the year and the change is a very very big want.

Sometimes I ponder..

Is Time that changes people or people changes over time?

I have no idea about it…

Now I strongly agreed with this sentence!

Politics will be there if there are human present…

Why can’t people juz leave where they are and have a wider mind and heart?

This bloody word Politics had made my life in a total mess and it is EVERYWHERE!!!

DAMN IT!!!

Regardless of SEG Club, MSP, School and many other places but why aren’t they present in my
primary and secondary school?

Where I run, jump, hop, play, fight freely and most importantly I make my day and world!

I Rock my World!!

However, this is no longer happening in poly life!!!

Don’t ask me why cause I also donno why I must be affected by them and everything was…

DREATHFUL I guess..I am no longer happy and free L

I saw people killing each other (morally) to get wat they want and did they ever tot of the feeling
of the ‘dead’ person?

Can’t they juz ask from the ’dead’ person wat they want before killing them?

Why need to involve so many innocent people to get what you want?

Don’t you feel ashamed and fuck up before you do so?

If you are reading this get the fucking fact right that ppl don’t own u anything!!! Stop using ppl!!

If u want any …

GET IT YOURSELF open ur damn mouth or do whatever u think u need to do….

GET it!!????!!!

I miss secondary school days, where my friend will wait for me at the car pouch for my arrival
and help me carry my bag.. (Thanks Lebin)

Walk towards the same old table which no one dare to sit wahaha… only us permitted The gangster…(Vasenth, lebin, powen, sufian and …) wahaha I forgotten some haha…

Went up to class and play wats the best part I am the chair person for the class wahahha…

Unbelievable!!!

In Short I want the days ... :(

Probably poly life isn’t that great for me after all… the day I step into Union..

My dad and family was unhappy about it ..

But do I have a choice??? Once in is in… What to do??

Got to leave with it then …

Every choice has a consequences and the price u need to pay…

The price I pay for it is too high my result, my relationship of friends, family bla bla bla…

Whatever guess that wat I am born for or sth like tt… nvm.. Life will be better when I enter Uni

I guess..

See how it goes bah….

Lazy to dwell on … haha…

Donno why I am whining so much?? Maybe this is the last tym.. haha… guess I am overstressed,
saded and tired this is a space for me to relieve…

Ok it took me 3 hrs to post all these wahaha.. The longest post I ever had… Oya… I will be listing my new year resolution soon..

Let my fussy mind clam down and had some peace…

GOODBYE 2008!!!

I will remember you by heart and Hello 2009!!!

Hope the level of challenge you have for me is lower than 2008…

XIN JI